Nothing

It sucks when you feel like nothing. When people treat you like nothing.

This week is horrible.


Friday: Engine over heated and was stuck in the freeway for hours.

Saturday: Had to drive and pick up the car, sat in the tow truck and told the guy directions. Also found out we had to buy a new engine after spending hours trying to fix the car.

Sunday: Did nothing but pick up my brother who was far away from the house, then had to pick up the car I was going to use for the week or till my car's fixed.

Monday: Woke up early then had to go pick up my engine and stuck it in the back of my dads car. Then took it to the guy who was going to put it in my car. Went to school, realized I never did any of my HW. Took a test and kind of half bombed it, it felt.

Tuesday(today): Woke up early, got to class, it was canceled. Got home, chilled. Picked up brother, in this horrid heat. Came home, I was suppose to visit my friend and watch a movie but they bailed. I went to class which was just work work work, so very tiring. Got home, ate diner...alone like always. Read some stuff recently that tripped me out.

I hope this week gets better.

Ehh Im tired of feeling alone. I wake up, im home alone. I eat breakfast I'm alone. I go to school and wait for class alone, most of the time. Most of my classes I know one class. In my english class i don't know anyone. I get home and I do home work, alone. Mondays and Wednesdays my mom hopefully cooks dinner and we eat together. On Tuesdays and Thursdays I eat dinner alone.