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One of the worst feelings ever is when you can't have what you can never have.
You know there was a time when you could of had that one thing, or at least had a chance to snag it.


But no, there are certain things that are keeping you from it.

There are restrictions. There were previous events that have caused this from being impossible to have.

Fuck.




Aside from that. My weekend was pretty amazing, other than the fact that I don't have a car at the moment.

I love my friends, and they love me. Fuck you. ♥

HEART

Girls are heart breakers.


Luckily,
for me,
It goes something like:

You can't be heartbroken if there is no heart to begin with.

SCORE.

Sadly that's false.
I have much heart. Just saved aside for something more.

We’re what separates the heart from the heartless, so we’ll keep pushing regardless.

Intensifyingly Brootal.



Aside from that:

TODAY shall be beyond amazingly awesome.

Going to Little Tokyo to hang out with the greatest friends you can ever have.

It's official

I hate Armenians.
Well almost all of them but maybe one.

So I went to a show yesterday and this Armenian douche bag kept kicking all the dancers, everyone wanted to really beat the fucking shit out of him, including myself.

After my friend and I had left the venue, some friends caught him alone in the ally.... and guess what? This faggot had brought a gun with him. What a pussy bitch, right?

This leads me to conclude that I hate all Armenians, not yet have I met one that has stayed my friend, or treated me like one.
Except one.



Have a wonderful Memorial weekend to whoever may read this!

Again! Sweet.

Romantically shut down yet again. I'm on a roll. Just gotta love it.
I may actually break a record of two in one week! Sweet.

I really dislike the opposite sex, and the same sex.

I am just someone full of tons of hate and love. Oh wow! Who wouldn't love it. (sarcasm)

Hmmm, we'll see how this week turns out. I'm going to go have some exciting singing time on Sunday with my very good bestest friends!

Optimism.

So Blog.... I have been thinking tonight, thinking about being optimistic and negative.

Which do you choose to follow? Do you follow being optimistic about things? or completely negative?
I myself just choose my gut feelings, if I have a feeling that something might actually happen, I feel a bit optimistic about it; I just feel more positive about it.
If I have high doubts, my assumptions are completely negative.
Why would you act positive towards something that is going to hurt you? That's just plain stupid.
Why are people so optimistic at times, just let the false feelings out of your body, it will help in the future.
All I must say is, BE FUCKING REALISTIC. Stop being such a fucking bitch sometimes. I mean, don't change your attitude, you just have to change your assumptions, yes that might change how your attitude is going to be, but wouldn't you want to be yourself and not something that you're not?
Ex: Very cliche, I suppose you can say. Say you like a girl, she doesn't know, you want to be around her, but if you act optimistic, you may scare her, if you act negative, she may feel weirded out. Be yourself, not something that will change and cause damage.

If you want to make a good first impression towards someone new, such as new family act yourself.

I'm done ranting!

I think I might be interested in someone of the other gender. OSHITWTFX Kinda confused on where to go though.
One thing I love about myself is that I'm not a super emotional person that's going to go crying to all their friends about their love life. One thing I will tell them is the positive news.

Hmmm...Let the Roller Coaster begin.

Goodnight, blog.

I must admit

I think I have found a person of the opposite sex that I am actually comfortable with. Yet at times I am very unsure what to say, and I say something completely obscured, I have to say it is awesome to hang out with them.

My main point of this entry is just to simply state that this person is ridiculously amazing. This person could easily make anyone happy.
Like I have never meet any person who is this good of a person. Well girl at least. I don't even know how to explain how like nice and fucking awesome this person is. It just amazes me someone can be like this.

It really does....I have never known anyone to be this fucking amazing.
Fuck.
It just blows my fucking mind.
I don't say this to suck ass or anything.
I say this just to say like how fucking amazed I am.
All girls I have ever met have always been so selfish to where they don't really care about others emotions. It's just horrible. Girls suck, actually so do guys, they're stupid.
Actually....everyone is stupid if you think about it. Just so unexplainable sometimes.

One guy will be VERY lucky one day. I hope that dumb ass doesn't fuck it up.

Anyways. I'm very tired. Goodnight!

I wish

I had someone to give all my love to.



Shit I feel like a little girl.


Fuck.

Depression sucks. I don't even want to get up anymore.

Sigh

I hate emotions.